It’s 24

My dear Yosep, you’ve live for 24 years today
Isn’t it amazing?
I remember when i was 24 it’s such a suck and amazing age.

But i love my 25, it’s the age when i met you
A man who never ask people at the gym, he had warm eyes, warm smile, warm smell and warm skin, everything i saw you that day it’s so warm. And i think i will love you for a long time

The time you spent with your family and your friends that love you so much, it’s such a blessing They’ll complete you every single day… don’t forget to give thanks to all of them, don’t ever fell shy to express your love to your mom she’s a eternal blessing that still around you hug her, kiss her do that like she always do to you when you was a child ya?

I think it’s weird It’s your birthday but i’m the lucky woman who had the gift to spend more years with you ;)
 You’re the warmest, kindest, jealousy, funniest, forgetful, careless, handsome man i ever know, keep it that way.

Yosep,

The purpose of our lives is to be happy

So do things that always make you happy, be kind, be bold, be brave, and be you.

here’s some wishes for your 24
wish that the almighty blesses you with good luck, happiness, love, good health and success in every walk of your life. You truly deserve it.

And
Yosep,
Though i still in bed, my thoughts go out to you, my love, be calm love me – today –yesterday – tomorrow what tearful longings for you – you – you – my life oh continue to love me – never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.

 




















Ever thine.
Ever mine.
Ever ours.


I might not the person who said it first, but i want to be the last who said this


Happy birthday, love.

Fortis fortuna adiuvat

I love you more, more and more for everyday im sorry that im not a good writer, but i hope it’s enough :)


Yours,
Bella Mutiara Sudarman

Its a quarter!

 Happy birthday good girl :) not much to say but, 24 is great 🙂.

One more year… 

Happy birthday, Bella

As you guys can see, i always write for myself, in here of course. Hahaha
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Happy birthday Bella, happy birthday strong women i never know!!!! Yeay thats me! :D
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Bellaaaaaaaa, apapun nanti yang ada di depan aku tau kamu bisa!!! Susah, senang, kamu harus ketawa. Perjalanan hidup kamu asik, banyak cerita, bawa tawa dan sedihnya juga, tapi itu semua sepadan.
Buat semua, yang selalu punya moment sama aku, aku ucapin banyak terima kasih, tanpa kalian hidup aku ga akan banyak ceritaaaaaa, semoga kalian di sehatkan selalu, biar bisa terus bareng2 sama aku ❤❤❤

I WAS

Kemarin adalah hari bersejarah, hari sejarah setiap tahun nya.

Setiap menginjak 29 Juli aku selalu berjanji menjadi lebih baik lagi dari sebelumnya, there’s so many unexpected moment yang aku dapet di umur 22, it was all about blood, sweat, tears, love and pain because life it means facing your biggest fear.

Take me to ocean..

Take me to deepest ocean, because I was learn how to facing my biggest fear.

I was quite but I was not blind

I was lost but I wasn’t gave up

I was broken

I was in pain

I was….

I was……

I’m not who I was one year ago and maybe just this once,

Change is good

So, God thank you for giving me the strength to keep going

I don’t know why I feel so strong, so free and so blessed.

Arrividerci 22, thanks for being my mate for a year

23, let’s bring it on!

One more day, one more month and one more fvkin year.